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[March 24th, 2008 // 07:22pm] [ mood | lonely ] I haven't updated in a long time, pretty much because I haven't had a chance to breathe. This movement science major is really intense. I mean I know that it must be possible to finish but I don't see how people find the time to do all of it. I'm a semester behind from transfering and my advisor is constantly telling me how I need to sign up for summer courses so I can finish on time. And now she wants me to minor in womens studies because it will look good for the graduate schools that she has picked out for me. Gahhhh all I want is to pass anatomy this semester. This past saturday when I got out of work I was driving out to brimfield when my mom called me telling me Jamie is missing. I found him at some bar in Sturbridge wicked drunk and really manic. The past week has been really bad for him. He imagines these conflicts with people and picks fights with Robin and his best friends when they are just trying to help. Yesterday he told me not to trust our family and that I don't know what they are capable of. I hate dealing with it because he doesn't know that its happening. We've been through this so many times before I already know what will happen. By next week something will go really wrong and the police will be involved, then my parents will trick him into going to go to mental health ward and then stay there for about a month. Then he will come home and be in a daze from all the medication hes on untill he stops taking it. Then a few months later it will all happen again. Oh and today it has been 4 weeks since I have seen my roomate. I mean, I don't mind having the room all to myself, but that is kinda weird, right? I hope the next 7 weeks fly by. talk, talk, talk, talkin' in circles ]

[August 26th, 2007 // 02:01pm] [ mood | bored ] well...so much for getting hammered last night. even though it was not the first time i've had to run from the cops, it was certainly the most fun. i'm just sad that i didnt get to say good-bye to some people that i am not going to see till thanksgiving or chirstmas break. i need another job now that rec is over. and i'm getting sick of pon, hes an idiot. AND i miss kerrin a whole lot. today when i was driving aroung i noticed some of the leaves already starting to change. it makes her return on october 17th feel not far at all. 1 // talk, talk, talk, talkin' in circles ]

[March 5th, 2006 // 09:20am] FRIENDS ONLY, BITCH. Now go get a life. talk, talk, talk, talkin' in circles ]

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